just a nobody girl

this is what i give my friends for their birthday.

poorly photoshopped gaudiness. :]

the infamous fubar game from many a years ago.

good times.

I cheated myself out of what could’ve potentially been a very good friend because of my jealousy. It’s too late to change any of that, but I still feel rather ashamed about the whole thing. It’s really been bugging me lately.

The past two+ years have been a huge bummer and the effects are quickly becoming apparent. I’m trying to drill into my head that 2010 is going to be my fresh start. I shouldn’t have to drill it into my head; I should just do it, but.. that’s me. I’m captain say-something-do-nothing.

Normally, I love the shit out of a cold & rainy Georgia day.. but the gloom seems to be getting to me. So it’s cigarettes, laundry, and college admission research today.

I bought this owl candle holder yesterday.

I really need to stop. I’m going to be an old lady with a giant owl collection and twenty cats at the rate I’m going.

thank you target, for this almost gaudy owl candle. i love it. :)